每一周最難熬的時候就是, 從台北回新竹的二高, 高速公路上超黑的
加上我的車全黑的, 從後照鏡往後看全部都是黑的, 馳騁在120Km的速度下.......
那是最可怕最難以忍受的寂寞~~~
尤其要是CD不小心撥放了一些歌, 我會有點無法控制的濕了眼角.....
我想我是可以不要這樣過日子的, 其實我覺得自己彷彿也想要身在這種世界中, 為什麼會這樣??
是enjoy這種感覺嗎~~~~
也許吧~~~
因為現在的我除了這種世界能夠讓我沉浸其中外, 再也沒有任何世界會讓我感到興趣了........
你說平常開心知足的日子嗎? 我覺得那種日子好像我真的不擅長過....
也許吧~~~~
"也許吧" 似乎現在是我的口頭禪, 怎麼可能實事求是的我會這樣勒??
因為我什麼都不在乎了~~~~~何必要在乎答案勒.....
真的就像智哥說的....
失去了feeling.....我還剩下些什麼~~~~
我想就只剩赤裸裸的一個行屍走肉吧~~~~
也許吧~~~~~I don't care
倒數一天 28年來最寂寞的生日
謝謝~Wellken
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不好意思 我也忘記我有沒有貼過這個 科學家的歌詞~~~~
管他的 因為不重要的事情 我也不在乎有沒有貼過了..
就當我沒貼過好了
The Scientist
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets And ask me you questions Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles Coming in tales Heads are a science apart
Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing At numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles Chasing tails
And coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
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